5/09/2025 The Invisible Fabric

        I didn't  originate this. My theory is that the fabric is our connection to everything the eye can see and can't see. We are all connected to one another. This so called fabric is part of divine spirit(DS). By calling on DS we activate this fabric. We use our minds & heart when formulating our desires. Thoughts' words and feelings propell our wants into existence. It is how we shape our reality. Say you want to win the lottery. Your focus should be on that. After 6 mos' you still didn't  win. Some get discouraged. Then start to play intermittently. Then eventually stop. If you play thinking your going to win but then say I'm never lucky or I will never win. Well you put out a countering outcome. So you negate it. With strong emotions you can pull what you want into your orbit.

        So there are negatives in our life. It is up to us, how we are to overcome it.  My car has been acting up since the first of the year. First the title was messed up. Took over 2 months to get this situation resolved. Due to the person being sick and them having to show up in person. Then I had to get parts from junk yard to fix some things. To get registration. Next was a lack of money. I use the car. Codes on car indicated a purge valve replacement. I get that done for 230 dollars. The check engine light goes off for 1 day then comes back on. Back to the mechanic. Code pops up,  need a new gas cap. Has to be a Hyundai one. 25 bucks. Doesn't  fix the check engine light. Ask Hyundai how much is their diagnostic. 200 dollars' just for the test. I said no thanks. Then car starts with the cutting off. I can get it started in 10 min. This goes on intermittently during the next several weeks Very annoying. Get back to mechanic one. Says 3 of 4 plugs fouled with oil.  800 bucks to fix. I decided to do it myself. Get the valve cover gasket kit, 38 dollars. My first valve cover gasket job. Well the gasket was ok no breaks but the round cylinders which the spark plugs go down in needed those 4 gaskets. They were hard and needed to be replaced. I did the main gasket and the 4 round gaskets. Got put back together and the check engine light went out.. But it cane back the next day.. during these trials I called on DS to help get it started.. I did my due diligence in squirting starting fluid into the chamber. It didn't  always start but I believe DS helped me in getting car to run. This happened many times the last 2 months. I got it to mechanic 2. I had enough trying to fix it. Turns out it's  a crankshaft position sensor. I went to Hyundai to get it. Out of stock. 4 days later I get part. A 8 inch small wire with a block end. 290 dollars with tax. Probably 3 dollars in materials. Bring it to mechanic. Friend drops me off at home. And 25 min later the service station calls it's done. Walk a mile back to station. It starts right up. Had a 20 dollar coupon gave it to him. Nope only good if they get the part. 218 dollars. But they did the diagnostic which would of cost me 220 dollars at Hyundai with tax. Plus they would of charged extra to put the part in. Initially I thought game over with the car. But something told me to hang in there, in which I'm  glad I did. 

       So you have to push to make things happen. Divine Spirit (DS) waits in the background, giving you that needed assist. With me dealing with first mechanic and getting the car to go after being stuck. DS works with you where you are at. Like me not having enough money. Just keep pushing the envelope to the desired end. It isn't easy by any stretch of the imagination. Bottom line is to persevere.

4/25/2025 Make A Sign

        So a month ago. I said to spirit when I see the colors of blue & yellow come together, I will pay attention. Been going through a tuff patch this last year. I've always said that if you ask God for a loaf of bread , does he turn around and hand you a stone. So today doing an errand I see a guy in store parking lot wearing a sweater on front is a guy with yellow shirt and blue pants. He also is holding what appears to be a loaf of bread. So to me this may mean that things will be getting getting  better. I hope. Well will see. You can make your own sign when communicating with DS. You can make a sign for anything like whether you should take a trip or not.  Any decision you can try it for.

       I used to collect postcards. One day a long time ago, I was at a flea market and there were around 100 cards of Nova Scotia. I didn't  have one, so I bought all of them. So I took this as sign to plan a trip to Nova Scotia. And I did. It was one of the best trips I ever took. Many great things happened. And this was due to me collecting postcards. My collection I hardly looked at. It got left behind in the move. So the cards led me to have great memories. Life can be an adventure if you let it. Step out if your comfort zone and push the envelope at least a little bit.

4/18/2025. After the Strife

       Today is Good Friday. On this day he was murdered. On trumped up charges. No due process then. He spoke his truth and reminded people why they are here. And what was expected of them. Some people in high places in the religious life took exception to the message. So they plotted his demise. They succeeded. Evil had their play. But 3 days later, he returned. Why? To show the desciples that what he spoke about was truth. We are not our bodies

 but we are soul. We come to Earth to learn our lessons for the benefit of soul. Not easy. Coming to Earth speeds up the learning process in the evolution of soul.

       The coming strife is here now. Towards the end of this strife, Jesus will return. how that unfolds will be up to him. In the mean time when you feel anxious, turn to divine spirit (DS). It will help you with the situation. I repeat anyone can do this. So in the end.....it is good news to those who love God. Keep your focus on God and you will prevail.

4/10/2925 Head On

        Seen 2 of them this past week while on the road. Head ons are never good. I didn't see the hit but drove up soon after. These cars are usually at least 2000 pounds. The force is at least doubled when it's a head on. Faster speeds will lead to instant death. If people would try to look ahead a little, maybe they could fix their driving abilities. You know, so what your a couple minutes late. Get there in one piece. Coming out here, I've seen more cars with body damage, then I'm used to seeing. Even my car is damaged due to someone else driving. They got hit from behind and got pushed into the car ahead of them.  At a light, I had it once happen to me. Since then I stop 10 feet from car ahead of me and keep eye on rear view mirror.

       Yesterday around 4:30,  I came upon an accident, a girl got hit by car and was lying in the street. Other people came to assist. Not being patient when it comes to cars and streets results in accidents that can be avoided. 

       The other day a guy (A) tries to merge into fast lane from the middle turning lane. The guy (B) in fast lane didn't let him in.  A speeds up and gets ahead of him. B moves to slow lane then accelerates to get ahead of A. Then continues to brake check car A. Road rage in progress. I drove on and didn't see the final outcome. I mean life is hard enough without doing this crap. 

       But these scenarios which occurred in the past week are warnings to me about my own driving. Events play out for you to take notice and how that could relate to the future quality of your own life.

       So look at your own life and see what spirit is trying to show you. It will repeat. Addressing it will be advantageous to you. Write it down in your journal.

4/06/2025 In The Moment

        Dropped my toothbrush from a small plastic bag, that was on upper cabinet shelf. Landed on top of small trash liner of garbage pail. Didn't fall in though. I washed it in soap and hot water. Good as new. Why....because I was thinking of something else. No longer living in the now. And this is what happens. Living in the now takes a lot of focus. My guess,  since I started to try to live in the now has improved by 10 percent. I went up from a 10 to 20 percent. Haven't forgot my phone in 2 mos. There are many things to be mindful of. When we address the small things, it keeps from becoming bigger things later on. For example not being on top of the oil level in your car. Not being mindful may wind up... you looking for another car. Being careful and determined will make your life better. Each day make a mental outline of how you would like your day to unfold. Take notes once in awhile  while your out and about. You are trying to master your life.

 

3/30/2925 And So It Goes

        It's been half a decade since I started this blog. I can't believe it. I was going to do it for 1 year and now it's 5. In Dec 2019, I was watching tv and a video of a Chinese Hospital was being shown, inside a frazzled doctor was stepping over sick people in the hallway. Must of been 20 victims of the virus. I knew right then, that's a pandemic. Told my family members who all dismissed it as just the flu. I did not stop though and kept bringing it up. The end of Feb 2020, I was in another state and the virus crossed into the US. Scary times. I wrote this blog at the end of March as a help to anyone who had an interest. Initially I tried writing a book. Got several chapters done, but I gave up on it. Couple years later I found out about blogs. This was more up my alley. I like doing it. Prior to 2019, I noticed Asian people wearing masks at the airport. I thought it was strange. .This covid thing was air borne. So masking up was the most commonsense way to combat the spread. Pretending it was not a problem was a fools predicament. The resulting data as of today is over a million Americans dead because of it.  I was back in my hometown a year later and was in the hospital for a family member. I talked to a nurse in her 50s. She said they lost every single covid victim in March 2020. Couldn't get my mind around that fact. Now top scientists are being dismissed from their jobs. Not good to say the least.

       Now more than ever it is important to acknowledge that connection we have to DS   (Divine Spirit). It can help us in our decision  making process. It can see us through very tough times. Rely on it and not fear induced proclamations. Anyone can access this spiritual help, which has real life solutions to what troubles us.

       The best and easiest thing you can do is to be kind in word and deed to everyone,  everyday.  It works. I interact with at least 50 people per day. I always end the conversation with a positive saying. It comes back to me from other people throughout the week. If everyone did this the world would be a more happy place.

        5 years down and another 5 years to go. Keep on trying to improve your life and never give up. Make your adjustments and always look for ways to stay positive. You will be a beacon in your own life as well as others.

3/25/2025 Manna

        From heaven. It was the stuff that fell from the skies and enabled the Israelite to eat while in the desert. In this case it was food. But it can be anything.  To me manna is the connection between you and God. Which I call divine spirit(DS). This connection is your life line, to help regarding your daily life. It takes on many forms. 

       Two weeks ago as I approached a deli, I see Ben Franklin staring up at me in the sunlight. Looks real. Pick it up, paper. Back of bill says  prop money. Oh well.  But once 10 years ago, it was a real a 100 dollar bill I plucked from some store floor. It was needed then. Thank-you DS. Doesn't always happen this way.

       Since January, I've been having car troubles. The tittle I'm trying to put in my name. But at one time she turned it over to a relative who didn't  go forward with the title exchange. Now the title has to be redone. So I have to pay twice for 2 titles. Go in wait in line, then they say, oh she has to be here to do it. I say give me form and I will get her to sign it. No they say. Couldn't bring her because she's  been sick. Call the state about it. There is a way to do it, get an affidavit. Then notarize it. The notary I try is around the block, my bank, so I get it done. So now to get a title and registration, I have to show a safety emission test that the car has to pass. So I go to junk yards and get 2 lights for the car back and front. Now has to pass emission test. It flunks. The code reads purge valve. But the mechanic won't give me a price, station A. I find another station that gives me a price of 230 dollars, Al's. I have him do it. Done in less than a hour. No engine light is on. The next day the light comes back on. Then get 2 tickets no registration and no insurance. Went to court 240 dollars due by June 6th. The car operates fine until 2 weeks ago. It started to cut out. Like 3 times a day it would shut down. Wait 10 min then it would start up. Run good. Next day no shut downs. Pulled a little hose that connects to the air intake manifold, seemed to do the trick but day after started acting up again. A couple times I asked for help from DS and then the car would start on cue. This last time it required 10 minutes. Call on DS again. I see a car with a magnet sign on door Al's  Service. The place I took it for purge valve was called Joes Auto service. But for some reason I call it Al's. So the first station that looked at the car and failed it for safety & emissions, I went to after car started. They can't look at it,  I have to bring it back in 10 days. Then I go to Al's, really Joes. His guys look at it right away. Take the top plastic shroud off the engine and pull the coils. 2 of them soaked in oil. The car is a Hyundai 4 cylinder. The other two are ok. So Joe goes inside to work up estimate. The mechanic says he should be done soon. I say he's probably looking for a bigger calculator. The mechanic had big laugh at that. But I was right 800 bucks. Ouch!  Don't  have the money, so off to Auto-Zone. 160 bucks for parts. I'll get it online for 100 bucks. Also needs a   valve cover gasket. The oil gasket failure led to two soaked coils and 2 spark plugs. So I will be doing it myself.

       So the car that drove by with Al's service was a waking dream for me on what to do next. Not service station A but use service station B ( Al's). It was right.  Got it diagnosed for no money. Where previously at a Hyundai dealership they wanted 200 dollars just for a diagnosis. Due to check engine light. So DS steps in after I ask and points me in the right direction. Thankyou  DS.