Doesn't really matter. What matters is you and your relationship to God. There is that at the top of your list. Everything else comes after that. Is there a time of reckoning coming ? My answer is yes and it is coming soon. It is something I feel. The date I do not know, nor the how. It's about being put to the test. This test is important when it comes to our future. It will be a dividing line. Those who commune with Divine Spirit will know where that line exists and where to step. The amount of time you spend with Divine Spirit does not have a bearing on how long you been doing it. You will know that line. If you stand up for what is right, you help yourself as well as others. If your actions are selfish you will reap those consequences. Hence, you shall reap what you sow. Very simple premise. Many an ego crack their head on this premise.
So I always say Be kind in word and deed to everyone, everyday. Start with yourself first. It paves the way that day in a positive way. Negative things can still happen though. Ask yourself what is here for me to learn. Always be greatfull and look for ways to fix your situation. These last 8mos have been challenging for me. Fires pop up all the time. I look for ways to put then out. It gets tiring though. You tell yourself, you will persevere no matter what. And this is what I do. Eventually this phase will end I'm hoping. During this hard time your resourcefulness will come to bear on how well you cope. You will find if you don't give up that you do and can adapt to what life throws at you. You are becoming stronger. Each person will have to do this forthemselves. It will be their well earned victory.
Always ask for help from Divine Spirit. Be greatfull. 10 min of contemplation. Think how you would like your day to go. And keep a journal. Reread your journal it will show how your thoughts are leading to a more rewarding future.