9/23/2025 3 Rose Bushes

         I use the term bush loosely. They look like sticks in the ground' with some discolored leaves. In the Spring they put out flowers, maybe 25. We had decent rain in the Spring and early Summer. After the initial bloom, it pretty much stopped. So we haven't had a good rain in a month now. I looked at them, sorry  state of affairs. So 3 weeks ago I started to water them. After 10 days, I noticed a bud on 1 of them. In 2 days it opened, beautiful 4 inches across. Then I got 3  more buds. And the leaves started  to get greener. The other 2 roses', nothing til yesterday where I see 1 bud at the top of it. So far the middle bush nothing.

        So, a rose knows what it is and that it's suppose to kick out roses. With a little help from me, it was able to fulfill it's purpose. Now with us. A lot of us don't know who we are. And this is our purpose. To know it and to be it. Instead of water we can use DS ( Divine Spirit). We ask a question snd then look for the answer. We build up with those answers. And when we get enough of those answers, then like the rose we broadcast the divine from within. That Divine spark exists in all of us. No matter how bad our outer appearance or self worth,  that spark of brilliance is stil there.....waiting to shine forth once more.

9/18/2025 Phone

         My phone is getting old.  2018 note 9. I like the phone. When the interface failed 3 years ago I paid 300 and some odd dollars to get it fixed. 3 months ago I had the 3rd battery put in for 60, which was a good deal. 7 months ago I dropped the phone on the pavement from getting out of the car. Landed face down. It still worked but had small cracks in the glass. When I first got it I had liquid glass put over it. This is what cracked. It's been getting worse in the cracking since. Guy said I need a new screen. 280 dollars. I was thinking about doing it but I held off because  of the age of the phone. I put packing tape on the worse cracks,  little pieces of tape. Now, last week I see in the morning a dark 3/8 inch sliver of something on my white cutting board board, where I sit to eat at the table. Thought it was weird some food scrap.  I go to pick up my phone to turn it on. Doesn't turn on. I try several times. I look closer, the little small rectangular side button is gone. Yep that piece on my cutting board is the button. I put it in and press , phone goes on. But the piece falls out. I cut a small piece of packing tape and wrap it around button and 2 sides of the phone. So far after a week , no problem turning it on & off. In life when problems arise, we have to get creative. In the last 2 years , there has been a lot of creativity here. Well after this debacle, I come to the conclusion it is time for a new phone. Sadly no more  note phones are made. Went to T- mobile  to get a new phone. I would pay it off. A big catch is I would need 85 dollars upfront. I said put it on my bill. No can do says them.  Iv'e been with them as Sprint customer for 25 years. I am greatfull that my old phone is still working. Soon I will get a new phone.

       Always work with what you got.

9/5/2025 Keep One Eye Open

       The last year I've been listening to ndes ( near death experiences).  Over 10 years ago I saw on tv, a guy who had a nde. He told how he was a type A personality and workaholic. Plus the guy looked rough. When he talked about his experience you could see the light coming out of him. And the peace. He reclined into that blanket. On tv you can see it. On the phone not so much at all. So I was hooked on the ndes. I would occasionly look at them.Now after doing this more steadily for a year, I have some reservations about it. The last one was August 31 2025.  A great change is coming, Jesus told me so.  The person says. There have been previous dates that have come and gone. Well August 31 has come and gone. Sounds like BS. But not that first guy, that guy was for real. So there is something behind it.

       What is important is your understanding of how God can help you understand you a lot better. Starting with intuition. Your gut. Go with that always. Ask yourself, does this feel right? If it comes right away strong do what your gut says or not do. If it's maybe, backoff til you get more information. When buying a car you have to kick the tires. Just don't take their word for it. This is how decisions are made. If you selected wrong, don't be afraid to bail on it and take your losses. In reality it was worth the experience. 

        No matter where you find yourself, God is nearby. Even when you cross the veil. If you find yourself in Hell, call out for God's help and extend your hand. This side of the veil or the other, always push yourself zo get to the better side. Keep that will to do so. If there are things that you detest, look for the lessons there. They are there. Once you understand that lesson the situation will abate.

        Whatever comes down the pike financial woes, illness or mental stressors. Use your common sense, your gut and divine spirit to counteract them. The more you do this the stronger you become. Oh snd always use love in your endeavors. So anytime someone says oh this is going to happen or that is going to happen, take it with a grain of salt.