So on Dec 25 , I got an unexpected present. It's unwrapping occurred inside of me. A nasty cold. So I figured that I screwed up somewhere along the road. So I've been trying to live in the moment on a consistent basis. Since covid the end of 2019, I haven't taken sick. I wear a mask in stores and use hand cleaner. I also have a hook to open store door handles. I think I messed up in applying hand sanitizer on a consistent basis. That mistake has messed me up for the week.
It was February 2019. I'm in a home depot and there are 2 cartons of hand cleaner in clearance. Each sleeve has two bottles in it. Not the little hand bottles. I buy the 2 sleeves. I don't know why I did this. I never bought the stuff before. Jan 2020 covid comes in. So I was influenced by divine spirit to pick up those bottles. In December 2019 I saw a video inside a Chinese hospital. I said shit a pandemic heading our way. Told my family members pandemic is coming, they didn't believe me. For the next weeks I harped on it. Eventually they came around. The borders should of have been sealed. Plane landed in Northwest US and the disease surfaces in US. Carried by a 35 yr old man from Wuhan China. He landed in a hospital in Everett Washington. Over a million Americans have died because of this. My belief was it was man made and a lab leak. The cover story was a wet market accident in Wuhan. 3 doctors in that lab came down with the illness.
So working with divine spirit is an individual pursuit the person uses to strengthen their connection to the divine knowledge. It takes work. You have to give it the time in someway everyday or every other day. The connection will get stronger. This is where you go to get answers. If the question is strong be very persistent over the course of days. That answer will come. One day I had a question what to do in a given debacle I was in. It was frustrating kept me up couldn't eat well. Boy, I called on spirit every day for an answer. Then I had a dream where it took me step by step on what to say and what to do. And the situation played out in real life step by step. I just repeated my lines I learned in the dream and it got resolved. I was very thankful.
So I had some plans to make money this week and it got put on hold because of this illness. I know not to push things when I get sick. Don't want to make it worse. Always have to balance what would help me most in the long run. I think living in the now will have benefits for me going forward. It makes for a more focused mind.
Physical changes. This year saw my hair start to thin and head for baldness. I figure my hair would start to gray but sofar no. Another weird thing is I don't have bottom eyelashes and my top ones are thinning out. I have bushy brows and no gray. I used to have full lashes, no more. ....weird. swelling in my legs going down as well.
Hopefully all have a safe and happy year next year.
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