Dec/31/2024 There's Always More Learning to be Had

        So on Dec 25 , I got an unexpected present. It's unwrapping occurred inside of me. A nasty cold. So I figured that I screwed up somewhere along the road.  So I've been trying to live in the moment on a consistent basis. Since covid the end of 2019, I haven't  taken sick. I wear a mask in stores and use hand cleaner. I also have a hook to open store door handles. I think I messed up in applying hand sanitizer on a consistent basis. That mistake has messed me up for the week. 

       It was February 2019. I'm in a home depot and there are 2 cartons of hand cleaner in clearance. Each sleeve has two bottles in it. Not the little hand bottles. I buy the 2 sleeves. I don't know why I did this. I never bought the stuff before. Jan 2020 covid comes in. So I was influenced by divine spirit to pick up those bottles. In December 2019 I saw a video inside a Chinese hospital. I said shit a pandemic heading our way. Told my family members pandemic is coming, they didn't believe me. For the next weeks I harped on it. Eventually they came around.  The borders should of have been sealed. Plane landed in Northwest US and the disease surfaces in US. Carried by a 35 yr old man from Wuhan China. He landed in a hospital in Everett Washington. Over a million Americans have died because of this. My belief was it was man made and a lab leak. The cover story was a wet market accident in Wuhan. 3 doctors in that lab came down with the illness. 

       So working with divine spirit is an individual pursuit the person uses to strengthen their connection to the divine knowledge. It takes work. You have to give it the time in someway everyday or every other day.  The connection will get stronger. This is where you go to get answers. If the question is strong be very persistent over the course of days. That answer will come. One day I had a question what to do in a given debacle I was in. It was frustrating kept me up couldn't  eat well. Boy,  I called on spirit every day for an answer. Then I had a dream where it took me step by step on what to say and what to do. And the situation played out in real life step by step. I just repeated my lines I learned in the dream and it got resolved.  I was very thankful.

       So I had some plans to make money this week and it got put on hold because of this illness. I know not to push things when I get sick. Don't want to make it worse. Always have to balance what would help me most in the long run. I think living in the now will have benefits for me going forward. It makes for a more focused mind. 

      Physical changes. This year saw my hair start to thin and head for baldness. I figure my hair would start to gray but sofar no. Another weird thing is I don't have bottom eyelashes and my top ones are thinning out. I have bushy brows  and no gray. I used to have full lashes, no more. ....weird. swelling in my legs going down as well.

         Hopefully all have a safe and happy year next year.

Dec/25/2024 Jesus

          Born on this day so as to deliver a message. That there was a better way to live one's life. Prior to that it was power is right. It's  mine and I will take it. Eventually it all comes down around them. Build on good foundation and label that love. It will stand for eternity.  So Jesus said love others as I have loved you. This was his main message. Very simple. It's easy to love those who love you but give love to those who do not return it. Doing this will help that other person eventually  soften their outlook on life. It's like water smoothing out the rough edges of a rock. If more people do this the world will change into a beautiful place. We can start in our own families first. Uplift those around us, just by doing small things here and there. Being kind can't hurt. It can only heal. I see it returned to me by strangers in my everyday life. It's what you put out that comes back to you eventually. It's a good feeling.  It pays dividends. And I didn't ask for them but they come nonetheless. When you pass on, you will relive your life and see where you promoted love and where you did not. Make this new year about healing divsions in your life.  And you too will see the benefits of your actions.

       Even when hard times come,still promote love and kindness. For if not you then who? It is only love that can eventually make things right. After all look what it did for Scrouge himself. A vile person who got grace and never forgot it for the rest of his days. A beautiful elderly man who carried Christmas in his heart this day and every day thereafter.

Dec/18/2024 Be Aware

        I'm at a parking lot sitting in my car, a bald headed  guy with a military type jacket on stops by my open window.  He says how you doing, I say ok I guess. He says yeah me too. I do some beer and a little weed. I say I do God. He pulls out 2 dollars, says can I help him out a little bit more, to get something to eat. I said I would like to but.  He interupts says God pointing upward. I nod the affirmation. He says cool I can respect that and quickly moves on.

       What was this about?  From 75 to the 80s, I would always help these people out with a buck or 2. And not think anything about it. Whe I got on a spiritual path late 80s,  divine spirit had other ideas. It was brought to my attention not to hand over the money. It didn't tell me why.  I would still give the money. I was told no but I still did. Use to happen once every 2months. The frequency began to speed up. Until I started to listen to divine spirit ( DS ). I started to decline handing over the money. The frequency lessened. Then a month later I was put to the test, and I  handed over a couple bucks  to the next sob story. Well, the frequency picked up again. I stopped. Then 2 months later I'd be put to the test again. This continued every couple months or so. It's been a couple years, till yesterday. 

        I think God wants to do it his way. People are where they are do their life's choices. He wants them to come to him for help. This would make them stronger in the long run. By me giving money, I delay the learning process for that individual person or soul. I had to learn that lesson as well as the people asking for help. I heard the phrase, if you ask God for bread does he turn around and hand you a stone. So I didn't want to give anyone a stone as well. But I am not God. It makes sense to me now.

       Everyone is different, body chemistry,  beliefs and attitudes. There is no problem being kind in word and deed to everyone. Which I do. So when DS sends a message I try to work on it. Does it happen right away with me, ah that's a no. It would be better for me, but I got a dense head alot of times. But I always try to keep an open mind. That's how I got on this path in the first place. You may have your ideas, but God has his. It took a long time for me to take on his ideas and execute them when dealing with others. So when being tested watch with the frequency of events in your life. It could be about anything. Keeping a journal will show you a clearer picture. As to how to make improvements in your life.

Dec/9/2024 It Starts With You

         You are where it's at. As the day starts, you start in with making choices. What to wear,what to eat and what to worry about.

         I say before you get out of bed, think on 3 things that you are greatfull for then a quick contemplation 5 to 10 min. Then think on how you would like your day to go. May not work out that way but do it everyday. When things don't go our way, don't lash out. It makes things worse, I can attest to this greatly. If you wanna scream go outside and do it. May be good for your emotional body. So if a person does something that is not to your liking, try to see it from their perspective. This is extremely hard to do . Try anyway. Again & Again. If you keep reiterating over the same point, just stop. The hole only gets deeper. It is now time to separate yourself from the dialog. Then rehash went just went down and try to figure out what YOU  could have done better. This is the learning stage, where you are working on you to be a better person. So we are very rough and we need to soften the edges with sand paper. When we do this we become more confident in our abilities to not only help ourselves but others as well. Let others figure things out for themselves you have plenty to work on for yourself.

        Always ask yourself what do I have to learn from these events or upsetments. We can always soften the blow by changing our attitude to what is going on. We may be right for ourselves but sadly not for others. They have to do their own learning their way.

          Living in the now is so very hard. I try to do it everyday.  Still making errors. But I do see some benefits over this past month. Slowing down just a little so as to focus better. When I'm rushed many errors occur. Plus not taking the time to think on a potential problem that can mess you up. Like I did this past week regarding a car. So now I have to deal with this fiasco. But I always say to myself I Will Get Through This No Matter What. My go to mantra.

        Start your days on a positive note. Give yourself pep talks, think before you speak and keep a sharp eye out in what life can teach you. And when pertinent,   write those lessons down. And your adventure is your current life situation and have a fun and happy learning experiences.

Dec/4/2024 A Junk Yard Dog

       In this case it was a car battery, from a auto salvage yard. A new car battery was 160 dollars. Paid 45 for this one. Glad I got it.  Calling around town , it took me 10 tries. The other day the battery hesitated twice slightly, before turning over. From experience,  I learned to replace it. After hesitations in past I didn't take action. I got 2 more months. Then out on the road it would drop dead. I learned I didn't want that experience again. Did research on internet about the battery. Checking on used batteries and new ones. I found that Auto Zone had an econo one for 80 dollars. The car started right up after a real cold morning. No problems. Auto Zone offers free check on batteries. He checked it and it was bad. The battery has a scale of 12.2 to 12.9. I think it's the voltage, needed to turn the starter. If my battery was 12.2 it meant replace the battery.  12.4 and higher was ok.  So I go back in store and ask for the econo battery. He did have one in the back room. Their expensive batteries are all out front. First thing  I said was I want the econo one. Saved time with him bringing up the list of other batteries. As he was putting in battery I noticed the neg terminal was a little loose. This was probably  due to battery being hesitant the other day. However, the battery was still charging to be able to turn the starter. The battery was still weak. With winter almost here, I'm glad I took care of it.

        Being proactive, is thinking about the future but taking action in the now. To avert a bigger problem down the road. Six months ago I was at this woman's house and she talked about her husband who died. He mentioned to her about not feeling good. She said go to the doctor. He didn't want to have to deal with that. So,  one day he is at the breakfast table and she was talking to him. After she was done cooking she turned to the table and was talking to him. He didn't  answer. She went over to him and he was too quiet. He looked dead. She called paramedics.  Yep they said he is dead. Facing the truth is always hard. We get warnings in life,  it is up to us to heed them. To have a chance at a better life.