6/25/2026. Rate My Progress

            Protect the Temple. It's where you live. So, I mentioned before about someone I know that was emotionally unhinged. This person wished to die saying it out loud with strong emotional outburst. Their health went down hill shortly after that. Now, this person battles to stay healthy. Not working so good. No matter how bad things get in your life, never give up , that is number 1. When upset, never wish ill to others or yourself. It is a downward spiral which you don't need.  Words are the bullets and the gunpowder are your emotions. Solve your dilemmas with God's help via Divine Spirit (DS,). A much safer way to go. It seems everybody forgets God when things are going good but then the coin flips, then what? By working with DS you will see for yourself that DS is for real. Nobody can prove it to you. It takes your actions,  so you can see the benefits to your life. Eventually you will rely on DS when things get tougher  for you. It will show you the way. Don't get discouraged when the answer is not forth coming fast enough. Keep at it no matter what. And always be greatful when you get the help. This God force called love has been on this planet since inception, it does not leave. You have access to it. The only thing you have to do is recognize it as Real and use it by calling upon it.

            When you start your day think on what you want to accomplish this day. If you have questions of DS do your best in looking for those answers while out and about. Also in your dreams at night. If you have a decision to make, sit with it a while and try to feel the answer. I find that when a decision is good, in your mind there is a resounding yes. You don't have to think twice. Take that direction. Hesitation comes in when you are looking to see how the dominos are going to fall. You can make a waking dream symbol. One object for answer one and another object for number two. Have that symbol show up twice at differing times. Then take that answer and see how it feels to you.

6/17/1775. Salem Poor at Breed's Hill

          Shortly  after Breed's Hill, George Washington was elevated to lead colonial forces against the British. Without him I don't think the states would have survived the war. George's troops were trapped on Long Island, NY.  Aug 1776, the British had him trapped good. George had his men build big bon fires along the ridge, and told them to whoop it up. Their backs were to Manhatten. Backing away from a fight saved the Continental Army from total destruction. George had his men hunt for boats along the coast of Brooklyn. Then they started ferrying his men to Manhatten. Genius. They lived to fight another day. Come daybreak there we're still troops in Brooklyn. A fig rolled in helping out George get the rest of the men over. I believe this fog was provided by DS ( Divine Spirit). So they picked the right guy for the Job.

           One of the things I disagree with George was him saying after the battle of Breeds Hill that negroes would no longer be recruited into the militias and regular army. Negroes that were already in could stay in their units.

            Salem Poor was a negro whi fought stop Breed's Hillg. He bought his freedom in 1769. In today's dollars would be 5,500 dollars years salary back then. Through a system if self- purchase, slaves with skills would be able to earn the money. 

            The beginning hours of June 17th, he and others started to the earth stop Breed's Hill at around 5 am the British saw the earthen work atop the hill. They then began to fire their cannon from their ships in the harbor toward the redoubt. Started out with 1400 colonists on the hill with reinforcements padding that number to 2,400. The Brits had 2,500 men. After 2 assaults by the regulars up the hill, the hill was red from British blood. One thousand casualties littered the tall grass. The 3 rd assault the colonials ran out of ammo. Became hand to hand fighting. Poor fired at British Lieutenant Colonel James Abercrombie. He was carried off the field to Boston house where he succumbed to his injuries 6 days later. While recuperating at the house his men paid him a visit. Turned out that the wound in his right thigh came from friendly fire. That wound did him in 6 days later. 14 officers praised Poor's actions stop the hill. Recommended him for honors. There is no record of him receiving any honors though. Britain did the opposite and said any negroes who would fight for Britain would be freed permanently, once they signed in. They had many takers.

              Poor moved with his second wife to Providence RI. Eventually they were asked to leave because they had no money. Thanks for your service, now, get out.

             Lafayette laid the cornerstone for the Breed Hill monument in 1825. The 50 th year of the battle. It sits stop the hill to this day. Poor's honor was a 10 cent stamp issued for him in 1975. The British win the battle but lost the war. This battle set the tone throughout the war. They became super cautious and still maintained the arrogance in the officer corp.

6/13/2026 The Finch & The Hawk

           I saw a finch up in the sky going after a hawk. Hawk is leisurely flapping his wings but the finch was by himself and single purposed. Hawk was like who cares. The finch had his own ideas. He wanted that hawk out of his territory period. We should be like that finch, brave and single purposed. Know what we want and get after it.

           Last 5 mos  I've been looking for a cheaper place to live. A lot of dead ends. Working on 2 things the car problem and an abode. Yesterday, I finally got the alternator fixed after 21)2 weeks. Trying to get car past emissions for last 18 mos.  I brought my mechanic a junkyard alternator last November. That day he said a part on it was broke,  I told him to get a new one then. So, the car worked. Lost out on 50 bucks for the used alternator. Could've got my money back from junk yard but didn't have the time plus it was far away. So I ate the cost. Eventually tried to get the car through emissions once again. I take it to service stations and say how much to get a sticker. They won't give me a price. I say to them if I give you 500 bucks and it doesn't work then what. Well we have to look more. I say yeah and more money. This is why it is taking this long. In my old state I had about 20 vehicles and usually had them registered in one day. Not this state. I fixed the physical things on my car myself. That passed. The previous person who had the car before me got in an accident on the highway. The front end and backend got damaged but still driveable. So this accident was to my benefit. It is my belief that DS set this up. I took off the front plate because it had a bad sticker. The nearby state has no front plate. Got stopped 3 times one time getting a ticket. One day the bungee cord broke that kept the trunk lid down. I replaced it with a wider rubber strap. I positioned it over the bad sticker. This has worked.

           Found another mechanic. I like this guy. Failed on a purge valve and alternator which I had replaced 8 mos ago with a new one. This alternator was putting out over 15 volts, suppose to be under 15. Had to take it back to my mechanic to replace it. The part is warranted. But had to pay 80 dollars for the labor even though I already paid for the labor before. But second time the labor was less, he cut me a break.  So total loss was 130 for junk yard alternator and second labor on alternator install. So get a new alternator when you have to have it done and have them show you on a meter that it is putting out less than 15 volts before you leave the shop. The purge valve I'm going to do myself. Had that done 2 years ago for 260 dollars. My new mechanic says it's not good. Gonna do it myself for under 20 bucks. It's good to try to do it yourself. I talked to many mechanics before I found my new guy. I have hope in that I'll finally get it across the finish line. Then try to find that abode. This is something new in trying to get things done for me. There is a reason and I haven't figured it out yet.

6/09/2026. Slow it Down

           So the other day. I see my phone slip off my tray table, I couldn't grab it . It hits the floor again. It's one of those composite plastic floors, which helps. Phone ok once again. Two years ago I dropped my older phone on the macadam when exiting my car. It fell less than 2 ft. Landed on it's corner and got cracks in it. It lasted another 2 years. I should've of got a new one at that time. I was attached to that note 9 phone. Should of cut my losses then. So my new phone I set it down on the table but the end was propped up by a med size scissor, so the phone wasn't sitting flat.  Fifteen minutes later I watch it slip off the scissors and table. If I slowed it down,  it would've gave me time to think it through. Living through the experience will hopefully make us smarter. 

          Now, that incident can be extrapolated out. On the roadway, move a little slower, it can help avoid difficulties for you. Driving the other day, I'm in right lane making a right in right turn only lane. A car to my left tried to come in my lane, were side by side, he beeps at me. We missed by inches as I jerk car to right. Now he is behind me when we have to merge into the highway. A solid line is there for a bit. You merge when the line becomes a dashed line. He crosses the solid line and then beeps me again. He does some weird lane changes before pulling in front of me. I let off the gas.  I tell my wife look at that jerk but I don't let it get the better of me. Mr hurry up is stopped up ahead by a red light. I pass him making a right at the light. A future accident is in his future. Crossings, look 3 times before entering. I look for the speeders, hesitation is almost always preferable. I will wait at yield zone until the time is right. I stop 20 ft from car ahead of me at light, when I see guy stop at rear then I move up a little. . In parking lot, I try to park so my nose is facing out. I probably do this 50 percent of the time. When walking you have to look around as well. Once I was in a diner with my wife. I got a weird feeling,  so I took her out quick and found another place to eat. I new my spider sense was right on. That sense hit hard. Listen and get out. 

          Slow it down in other areas as well. When in an arguement, watch your mouth. Think before talking, count to twenty five. Words &  actions in this state are not good all around. Better to use your feet and leave. Try to be positive during your day. This builds a good protective space around you.  It will be better than before but it is not full proof. Patience is hard, it has to be cultivated, through practice. You will be reminded through the many months to come.

5/28/2026. Doomsday Prepping

              The preppers spent 137 million dollars in fixing up old shelters so as to survive a nuclear blast. Next year it will be 175 million dollars. The place is in South Dakota. It is a complex, where they are making them more modern, so as to sell them  to the preppers. One third of the complex is sold.  This complex holds up to a thousand people. Each abode cost 55,000 plus yearly service fees.  According to the Wall Street Journal. Now, the people that are living there are fighting amongst themselves over the little things like dogs.

               This reminds me of a Twilight Zone episode. The one neighbor builds a fallout shelter in his backyard around 1963. A false warning comes that missiles are coming from Russia over the north pole. They think it is real. The neighbors that socialized with one another turned violent trying to get into his shelter where his wife and kids are there. As the neighbors break in,  finally the radio says this is a false alarm. The neighbors try to make amends. Yeah right. So you have the fictional version and the real version. Pretty pathetic.

               Soul is indestructible. Once you know this 💯, you will be in a good place.. you will always go on. Learn from your lessons. Review your notebooks. Ask questions  of God and then look for the answers.

5/25/2026 Memorial Day

                Since 1775 the US has lost 1.3 million soldiers. Europe lost around 80 million including civilians over the course of two world wars. This was over 36 year period.  Included in that were 12 million people killed in Hitler's death camps. A staggering number.

               Working 16 hrs a day counting pencils, will take you 89 days. Say 3 mos to count  American dead  For European dead it would take you 20 years. Now take that number times 50 will include the close ones that would be affected by their loss of one person. So that number is 4 billion people affected. Europeans know what it is  to suffer on a grand scale. Why? The answer is Fear.

                Supposedly a third world war will have way more casulties than 80 million. English appeasement in the 30s concerning Germany, did not work. So there has to be a balance. 

                   But working on ourselves can help. We raise our own consciousness and in so doing,  helps in raising the worlds as well. It's a slow process. And the more people that do this the quicker the good will spread. Just wishing people a good day, friends and strangers helps. You never know how a kind word can help in someone's life. So, to change the world, we start with ourselves first. People say why so much strife in the world. Well they can't even get along in their own families. Like I've said before,  if you feel that you had enough of someone being trouble, take your leave but say something positive to them before leaving. I try to do this but sometimes I fall down. In a real bad situation. Almost all the time, it is a good result though.

              Back to the US and it's people who gave their lives, so that we could continue to live in a democracy. This I am greatful for. Democracy has to be earned, it is not a Gift.

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5/22/2026 Glass Everywhere

           It was fast. POW! The glass shattered and fell in the rear seat of my Hyundai Accent. The Mrs was in the front passenger seat and she didn't get hit with it. We were there to look at a house for rent. So I parked in front of it's neighbors house because the lawn guys were cutting the overgrown yard. I say I'm parking here because I don't want a rock to hit a window. Then the lawn mowers are done and now the weed whacking. My wife says move up now and get closer. I did against my better judgement. The realtor was delayed. So I'm sitting there for 3 minutes and then the explosion from a rock launched by the weed whacker 15 ft in front of us. Lawn guy was not happy. But he forked  200 cash to get it fixed through his glass guy. Follow realtor to glass place. Wait there over an hour. They can't get the glass right away. So they tape it up with plastic on both sides of the door, so a double layer. It doesn't blow off, which is great. Two weeks later the window is fixed. Another delay. Trying to get car through inspection and look for a place to live.  Stressful. 

         Why is this happening? I have no idea. But these are delaying tactics for some reason. The only thing you can do is try to move forward. I remember when I was looking for a transmission for my truck. This thing was rare. I found new ones for sale from the manufacturer to the tune of 5000. I didn't have the money. I had 500 to spend. Lot of dead ends but I finally found one. It came from a destroyed truck, in the next state over. It was out in the boonies. Turned out the delay was because the kid didn't wreck his truck yet on a telephone pole. The guy said it came in yesterday. I say how much on phone, he said 500 dollars. I got it the next day.

         So delays are sometimes necessary in life. Hopefully this goes the same way.

5/18/2026. More Dumb

           Lifting the dumbbell has helped me these last 3 years in June. I feel way stronger than ever before. Got muscle tone now. Last January I  upped the weight to 25 pounds from 20. It took awhile but I do even more reps than I did with the 20. When I started 3 years ago I started with 15 lb dumbbell. I only use one dumbell. Last June I still had what I call cottage cheese on the inner bicep. Now it's down to 10 per cent. It's hard to get that cottage cheese off. I do the weight almost everyday. I don't overdo it. No gym fees and less than 10 min a day. So I do 28 reps on the right arm and 40 on the left, my non dominant arm. Sometimes I'll do another set again. Plus I hold the bell while sitting over my head, with elbow locked for a count of 100. The left arm also 100. I feel the muscles taunt in my chest area from this maneuver. I am ,40 pounds overweight but it is not flabby. Trying to lose weight. I cut my bread consumption down a lot. And I eat more vegetables.

         In another 6 mos I will go to 30 pounds. 5 lb increments. In weight lifting, patience is key as well as regularity. You change your life in increments as well. All you have to do is show up. And how bad do you want it. On this score I am happy with the results. Start with the small weights. Never overdo it. If older get checked out by a doctor. You don't need to do heavier weights, you can stay with the small weights, male or female. It will help you, maybe less trips to the ER. Take care of your temple.

5/16/2026 Put it in Practice

         Lessons are important. Learn about Divine Spirit (DS) now. All you have to do is ask right now. Say Spirit, I would like a small or you can say medium lesson for me to learn, in the next week. That will get the ball rolling. Pay attention to your dreams at night and what you hear and see throughout the day.  Write down what you think that lesson is at end of day. Do this for 7 days.  Also write about any feelings you might have about events or people that you have encountered during the day. Notice even the most insignificant things. Included would be the insect kingdom or the animal kingdom. There maybe more than one lesson for you during the week. When you do this you are opening up to guidance that you will rely on the rest of your days. You can use this talent to run things by when dealing with people or work related problems. Or when you feel unsafe. The point is to travel through life with less fear.  When you see that it works, you will be all set for further adventures.

5/15202 Listenung

           I was thinking yesterday about this. Now one time many years ago, I got words in my head while driving down a major highway, something is wrong with the truck ( pickup ). This was about midnight. My first words were out loud after checking the lighted up monitors, there is nothing wrong with the truck. As the last word leaves my mouth, I hear a pop and the truck glides 2 miles to a stop. Later, I find out the transmission was destroyed. The transfer case was devoid of fluid. Since there was no dipstick, I gave it no mind. Dumb on my part. Now, what I should of done was stopped the truck and called a tow truck. If I did this, I would' ve saved myself a ton of grief. Those words in my head, were from DS. Did DS debate me.....no. Delivered a message and that's it. What I chose to do with it was on me. It was a very expensive lesson. 

          So tools to work with. You may get a warning or message from a dream, or waking dream or your gut. LISTEN. It would help you immensely. If you are in a state of upsetment, do not respond at that time. There is an actor named Will Smith, who can attest to this. He got banned for his violence for 10 years from the academy awards. Another place you see this is road rage. We all make mistakes, cut other people some slack. We are guilty of infractions on the road as well in our history. 

          As I said before God said for me to chill and I've been chilling. And boy is it frustrating. It looks bad for me, but I don't see the big picture. I try things to fix it, but it seems to be happening in slow motion. It's tuff. But never give up.

5/03/2026 Arsenic & Old Lace

           This story comes from LAD bible May 02,2026. Grace Beverly a Brit influencer 29. When she is on the go, her fall back  pick  me up  was   two  cans ( tins ) of tuna. She decided to get a blood test, to see where her symptoms might be coming from. Her hormones were out of line and she was putting on weight. The results shocked her.  Borderline mercury  ( HG a silvery liquid metal ) poisoning. The doctor when she heard she was consuming 2 tins a day, said no it's 2 tins per week. I heard this back in the 70s that tuna had mercury in it and should be eaten sparingly.

          Food Watch did test on 150 tuna tins in Europe. Every can had elevated HG levels in it. She started to put on weight easily and her hormones went nuts. HG effects in the brain are permanent. She also had a high arsenic level as well. Not good. Other effects are numbness, memory problems. tremors. With arsenic poisoning it's nausea, vomiting diarrhea, muscle cramps and abnormal heart rhythm.

         .I eat the stuff sparingly. When experiencing symptoms of any kind ask DS for help and consult doctors. As I mentioned awhile ago, when I was developing migraines , I asked DS. My answer in my head it's the dark chocolate. I cut it out, headache went away. A year later I took a small amt of dark chocolate and was ok. Sometimes we go through a short period of time of were we can't deal with a food for a short period of time. I used to eat the chocolate prior to the problem with no ill effects. This has happened with a stomach problem I was having as well. I talked about this, in a previous blog I thrn called on DS and got my answer. Keep on working to improve your lives for the better. When you have a problem get creative in figuring it out. It would've taken me a lot longer figuring it out, without DS helping me.

4/30,/2026 An Inconvenience

          February 2025, I get pulled over by 2 cops in a patrol car. One goes back to his car to run my license. The other is by my passenger door, I have the window down. He says do you have diabetes, I say what??? I say no. Then he says nevermind. In my family there has been never been diabetes. So that bizarre statement, came from DS. When I was at the doctor's last February , I asked for a blood test. Yep have an elevated a1c count. A1c is 7. Just great. Got tipped off a year ago.

          I eat cereal for breakfast almost everyday, it's good for regularity. I have a regular bowl and fill it halfway with rice checks or corn cereal. Then raisen bran on top. I used to sprinkle sugar on top but no more. I looked at ingredients on the Post bran flakes. It was like 25 grams of sugar plus added sugars of 23g. Total 48g.  I couldn't believe it. It's like frosted flakes, yet full of sugar, great. In supermarkets there are generic bran flakes, total sugar is 14.  I will be getting this cereal instead. And bonus it's cheaper.I put on the cereal about 3 tablespoons of frozen blueberries, 4 slices of peaches and 1 banana. I've been doing this for last 3 months. With peaches I was getting a can at the DollarTree. At a supermarket I find cans of peaches with no added sugars. So I now buy these cans. The hard part is losing weight, which is on the menu.

            A couple times a week I will add one egg and veggies and 1 slice of well done bacon. I used to do a slice of bread but now cut that out. Haven't done pancakes either. I also used to eat a Neapolitan ice cream sandwich every night. No more. For desert now it's 1 Vortman fudge cookie no sugar. And a no sugar pudding cup, I get at Wallmart.  

           So I get the heads up by the cop. I figure no history of the disease in my family, so I'm good. Wrong! I let a year go by. Why, because it was an inconvenient truth. Oh boy. I'm the dummy. Pay attention to your health. Check the food box labels. Compare products. Looking for too much sugar and salt. Get blood tests every 6 mos, especially if your older. Over 50. Stay on top of your health no matter what. And act on DS guidances.

4/19/26. 251 Years

           The birth of this nation started today  in Lexington & Concord MA. The regulars were looking to grab the guns and ammo from the local militia. Things didn't  go according to plan.

          Colonial spies tipped off  the militia that today the regulars were coming for Concord. Paul Revere does his ride along the shore . Letting it be known that the regulars are moving by boat across the harbor to Charlestown. 700 of them. William Dawes makes the horse ride inland to warn the people of Regulars afoot. Church bells begin to peal. Reveree heads to Lexington. 70  minutemen  are on the Lexington Green. The regulars enter the Green. It is now 5 am. The regulars release a volley at the militia. 7 dead minute men and they retreat. The regulars move on to Concord. When they get there at 8 am, They started searching for the weopens. By 11 am a force of over ,200 militia were in Concord.   Two hundred Colonists against 100 regulars. This is where the shot heard a tree round the world occured. One shot  first, then a return volley. 8 dead colonists. They return fire leaving 3 dead regulars. Regulars find no weopens, they are hidden at surrounding farms. The retreat is on for the regulars. Back to Lexington. The colonists shoot at them from both sides of the road for 3 hours. Another 800 regulars have come to their aid. The March back to Boston was more of the same. The Minutemen are arriving throughout the day. This day led to 94 minutemen deaths and 400 casualties for the British. More could of been killed but colonists failed to corner them at Boston. 20,000 colonists are now up in arms around Boston  The beginning of the end of the occupation. June 17 at Breeds hill will be the nail in the coffin for the British.

          Being united over one moral code worked wonders for the colonies. 8 years of war were to follow. This led to the US becoming a world power. Trying to do good in the world. There have been many back steps but we were always moving forward. Bottom line, keep moving forward in your own lives and the rest will follow.

4/05/2026. Easter is Here

             Easter Sunday. A day that heralds re-birth. New beginnings if you will. The soul in it's pure form. It was demonstration of eternal life. We too can witness this in our own life today. Practice with DS and the link grows strong. As the link grows, so does your understanding. Is it a smooth path probably not. But it is most definitely worth it.

             Mary laughed when told she was going to birth a child, she was too old. Maybe, but with God all things are possible.  So God made a new way for man to come to the God head. And man took notice. This man changed the next 2000 years with his  birth. For good or ill, it would be for man to make a choice, upliftment or depravement. A lot of times depravement ruled the day. But there were some others who said I too will be kind and nice to others everyday. These people practiced what they preached. Who ever does this is doing God's will. When you do this everyday you are working with God. You become an example to others. The little things you do start out as ripples but over time will turn into great waves. These waves will help to regenerate man. The elevation will enable man to see way farther than he ever did before.

          By looking at your journal, you can see how DS has helped you throughout the years. Always remember to make the ask. Then pay attention to events around you. Always have gratitude for all your experience. Whether good or bad there is something you have to learn during these times. Be creative in all actions.

4/03/2926. Tesla

            Another 2 deaths in a Tesla in Florida. Dec 30 2024. The self driving feature was engaged, it drove off the highway suddently and hit a tree bursting into flames. A passerby tried to help but the doors could not open. I've read other instances concerning Teslas as well, resulting in deaths. In my estimation I do not recommend these cars to ride in. Death traps. A battery fire is way way hotter than a gasoline fire. I'd be wary of all self driving cars. So that there is my 2 cents.

3/31)2026 Another Anniversary

     Today is the sixth anniversary of  this blog. Begun with the start of covid. That March in a hospital near me every person brought into this hospital died, over 35 of them. Scary times back then. And this day it is still scary times. I believe that when we are close to God we can have his protection. This relationship is like an anchor that will keep us from drifting to the tides of man's folly. By using DS on a daily basis we gain more trust and equanimity. So that when trouble comes we are prepared and that we will check in with DS forthwith. We can get this message from a gut feeling, a dream, a waking dream or direct contact in our head in the form of words. Prayers can work too. Like as told before, when I was on an extension ladder in the heat and felt run down. While on the ladder, I got burst of energy and felt like my old self. A couple hrs later a guy I work for came over to me and told me he was worried about me and prayed for me. I got the prayer. I thanked him. Bottom line when bad thing  happen , go to DS ( Divine Spirit) first.

             California. A guy teaches surfing to his students along the sand usually. This day for some reason he holds class on the jetty that juts out into the ocean. He says he never does this. During the class, he barely hears commotion out in the ocean. He jumps in and swims out,  maybe with the board. He located a father and daughter struggling in the water. He brings them back to shore. The father said he jumped in to rescue his daughter who got swept out by a rip current.  As the father got to the daughter he was too exhausted to swim back. Now if he held his class on the shore ,he probably wouldn't have heard the distress sound. So unbeknownst to him DS influenced him to set up on the jetty. We can have the opportunity to go to that jetty with a concious mind.  By practicing with DS and relying on it. We become more in tuned with it. I am not there yet. I get feelings about subjects, and I pay attention to that. Something akin to a spidey sense. Do I screw up......affirmative.  But I always get back up on the horse.

           East coast. Florida, again father hears the cries of his  3 teenage daughters. They are grouped together in the ocean due to a rip tide. He yelled out I'm coming, I'm coming hang on. He has some kind of board. He gets them to put each of their hands on the board. He starts to flounder. Other rescuers get the girls to shore and him. Sorry to say he didn't make it. This is life. Some will live and others not. The father did what love demanded.  Father gets an A+. He lives as soul every bit as a real as you and then some.  There is plenty of bad in the world. Look for the good and add to it with your good thoughts and deeds. It starts with you. By changing you , you uplift others. Wheather, you recognize it or not. 

3/15/2026 Bam..,.You Ain't Going Anywhere

           Rosemary Thornton is an author from England. Her husband took his life and she had angers and recriminations. Many weeks of grief. Yo the point she had stage 2 cancer. She prayed that she would be rid of the pain physical and mental. Also that she wouldn't have to make anymore gut wrenching decisions. She went to have a gynecological biopsy. She was having bleeding down there. The hospital discharged her. When she got home the bleeding got worse. She said well I guess this is my ticket out of my grief. She calls an ambulance. At the hospital she is given morphine which caused her blood pressure to collapse. She was dead for 10 minutes. When she got there a nurse said we will not let you die. She felt herself launched out of her body. All her negative feelings stayed with the body and peace reigned throughout her new body.. a figure glides toward her and it is her. Welcome home Dearie. I an the original . Then the room went white. She said her hand was on heaven's door. When she went through it that was it. But first she asked....is this God's will? NO! It is your choice. You will have God's mercy always. She thought about it and was ready to walk in through. But the she looked back and sees the nurse crying because  Rosemary was dead. Rosemary didn't want that woman to have pain because of her demise.  She dropped her hand from the handle and just like that she was back in her body. Gone was her self loathing and pain. As well as the cancer. She sold all her stuff and moved to the United States. To the cornfields of the Midwest. Angels came to sing to her, it was for her healing and they said we know life is hard on Earth. I read this in the Mirror a publication.

           I had a likewise experience. In a dream I found the staircase to heaven. I ran up that long flight and had my hand on the doorknob. He said you walk in.... then you don't go back. Ok. Coming up the staircase fast was my wife, I turn and look at her. Bam ....I wake up. 

3/08/2026. What To Do About Toilet Paper (tp))

             Recently,  A  math teacher in Georgia named Hughes, hears commotion outside his house. He runs outside to see kids throwing TP onto his lawn. He chases after them and trips in the street and falls under the wheels of one of his student's large pickup truck. The kids stop and render aid, prank gone wrong. Hughes died. Leaving behind 2 kids and his wife.

             This guy was a nice guy always helping people. But letting anger or major upsetment into your consciousness can result in bad changes to your future life or no life. Something as benign as tp took him out. I've seen it in my own life play out but not to this extreme. When we get upset ....stop what your doing or thinking. Reboot and put your attention on God or somebody you love. Stay there for ,5 minutes. Do some breathing exercises. When that tension breaks you should be good to go. Take positive actions for the next hour in word and deed.

              Alot of things can trip us up,.. let's not let this one take us down. Start each day on a positive note. Say the uplifting words and do ,5 positive actions before starting your day. This should help you ...say at work or on the road even dealing with family members.

               Life is about choices every single minute of the day. Master yourself before anything else. It starts here. Not what is going on in the world. Focus on this every morning. This is priority number 1. Always.

3/06/2026. Car Issues

         Been having trouble with my Hyundai for over a year. It's got 206,000 mi on it. But I like the sound of motor and transmission. So I replace the alternator, starter ,battery and some cable that's 8 inches long that keeps car from not starting. That cable was over 200 dollars. I can't get it registered because it failed emissions. It throws codes. So Feb 2025 mechanic says it's the purge valve. Spend 250 on that. 2 days later the check engine light is on again. Another code gas tank cap. 25 dollars. Didn't shut off the check engine light. Gave up after that. Got insurance on car but no registration. The car runs good though. Those codes keep me from getting it registered. Don't want to spend thousands on getting it fixed. Another guy said its the vapor sender ,,400 bucks. I say do I get a guarantee that the code is erased. He says no. And it may cost more money. I asked DS for help here. I call around all morning and find a guy who will check it out for me. He tells me it could be 15 thing that's causing the problem. He mentioned the charcoal canister which I knew of from the internet. But this guy was the only one who told me about 15 potential problem sites. No one else did. I have an appointment next week. I hope he finds it. I called the state, if I put 450 into a repair and it eliminates a code, they wll let me slide. And I get to register it. I hope.

2/17/2026 Death

         An acquaintance I know showed up in my dream last night. She just died a month ago .  I'

In the dream I'm sitting at a desk with a lap top. This one has a real big screen way too big for a lap top. I look at the pictures they are in color but they are many browns treess. They didn't have leaves, a winter scene but no snow. The next couple pictures looked the same. Maybe a small creek bed. So I knew she got cremated and a friend of hers took the ashes up a small mountain to release them. So I was the last person to talk to her. I asked the aide on phone to put her phone next to her. She was now non verbal. I said I know you can hear me and you can leave now go to the light and sound  and that God is love. She died shortly after that. So last night, she showed me where her ashes were cast. This scene is what I would expect from this area of the country. It was spot on.