5/20/2020 What's in a Prism

    Thats prism not to be confused with a prison. One is freeing the other confining. A friend of mine Dan,  gets a calI from a woman,  I want you to do a painting for me. He says Ok. Her story, I was dying from cancer and her doctors didn't hold out much hope for her. She wanted to be with her family, what to do? She said,  ok God please give me a sign that I'll be getting better and cured. And please Iet that sign be a rainbow. Thankyou God. Several days later, rain storms hit the area all night long. In the morning, the clouds began to breakup. She dragged herself out of the hospital bed and inched to the window. OMG. There was a huge wide rainbow in the early light. Not only that but the end of that rainbow was coming out of a grassy field just past the hospital parking lot. I've never seen the end of a rainbow. (Me speaking). Her prayer was heard! and granted. Why? She spoke from her heart, that's why. Doctor's couldn't beleive it, the tumors were disappearing. Full blown remission.  With pep in her step and a wide smile on her face, she walked out of there giddy,  into the light.

    When sunlight strikes water droplets in the air it can be refracted or split. White light enters the droplet and exits as different collered light rays, giving you a rainbow. God's love hits the human heart and does the same but exits as many blessings. No more valley  for her. She walked forth from then on in God's promise. You too can have God's promise, start by asking.

5/19/2020 To Those Who Wait

    All good things come. Maybe. From what I've seen, it's early bird gets the worm. Anything I wanted I had to go get. The more that desire is the quicker you will get it. Trick is you better make sure you really want it. Once that focus is dead on,  don't stop tilI you get it. You say I will get this done with spirits help.

    I was in a supermarket once with two hands of goods. There were 2 lines and I'm waiting 5 mins and the line does not move. That does it, I put the goods down and leave. Drive one block theres another store, go in, gather up my goods. I'm number 3 in line, way better. A guy comes to me, step to this register, from 3 to I. Wow. This was a small thing. Most of the time, I'm a settler. Not a good thing. Settling gets you exactly what you don't want. Trust me, don't be a settler. Stay in the hunt. Go after what you want, oh there's a big obstacle up ahead, what to do, go around it, find a way, there is a way. Keep on it. Get your writing book, pick something small that you want, give it a week. See if you can get it done. If it doesn't happen in a week, then do it, till It's done. Write down how long it takes. Keep this process going. It will build up your confidence and trust in spirit.

    I went to this lecture once. There was a gal, I took notice of in the begining of lecture. Later she stood up to ask a question, the lecturer could not answer it. When it was over a handful of participants were around her, asking her questions. We all went to a diner, I wanted to sit by her, but someone beat me to it. I focused on it and that space opened up. Sat right down next to her. Relationship lasted 2 yrs. I thought that's what I wanted. Spirit let me see how to be responsible for my choices. At a party, a couple of my friends let me know, she wasn't for me, I dismissed their advice. Those outside the situation can see more clearly than you.

    I did some work for a guy, who was moving into his first house. The house occupant died, to get the house, he had to clean it out. Twenty trailers worth of trash all by himself. He had a big family, nobody came to help him. I told him that wouldn't happen in my family. He gets me a job working for his sister. They wanted moulding stained+ urethaned in kitchen. Two hundred bucks, they accept. It's night, pull on to road, the traveling trunk I had in truck bed slides off to the side and lands in street. Fancy car behind me hits it, taking out headlight. Tell him I'll pay for it get me an estimate. He agrees. Back to job, guy at hardware store gives me a product that would even out the stain on pine wood, making it less blotchy. I put it on. Oh Oh it was a sealer, the stain doesn't sink in too well. I have to sand and steel wool all the moulding. I can't afford to replace wood. I spend 5 days at it. The stain does take way better than it was. It hurt big time making this mistake, I felt bad for them. Laying in bed, I ask spirit for help. I have a vision, me and owner in his garage he says something, a couple sentences and I reply. The give and take is about five times. Vision over. Back at the house, last day. What should of taken me I day lasted five days. The wife looks around and says it's ok but something is a little off. Oh Oh, quick exit to garage. There's the guy, just like my vision. He said his lines and I used my lines from the vision without adding any words. It all played out to a Tee. Word for word. We left on good terms. Thankyou spirit! A week later I get the headlight bill,  paid it in cash. Yep.    200 bucks . That lesson was worth the 2OO bucks.

5/18/2020 Nightmare to end all Nightmares

    Since I was a kid, I had a fascination with Ufos(unidentified flying objects). Are they real? I followed the Apolo program. I made sure to stay awake until Neil Armstrong set foot on the moon. My family members were watching but eventually they packed it in, not me. I told myself no matter what happens, do not fall asleep. And I didn't. It was early morning I or 2 am, it was so worth it. When I was a kid, we'd play hey moon make a face and it did, we could see a human face looking back at us. Now the tables were turned, a human face was looking down at it from 6 ft away.

    I soon bought a book on flying saucers. It was about Roswell and peoples encounters with these phenomena. Every once n awhile I'd pick up another book on the subject. I believe there was a crash of some disk shape craft at that time. The sightings of these crafts picked up after the Hiroshima bomb drop. One day I'm watching tv and a reporter is showing around 10 or more round like orbs in the air near Mexico City, in broad daylight. Bright blue sky. The craft would move at odd angles and speeds. The camera would show city skylines then pan on up to the aerial display. There was no mention on American national news. Even Jimmy Carter the ex prez says he saw a ufo. Barney Hill and his wife, I think they were from Vermont had an encounter with the unknown. They were in their car, then a bright light and then they experienced missing time. Barney had a mysterious collered mark near his ear. They both were regressed using a form of hypnosis. They both related their experience on a ship of some sort. Then I saw a movie on tv, Fire in the Sky about Arizona loggers and their encounter with a ufo. One of them was taken up into the craft. Totaly terrifying. Fisherman have seen craft dive into the Caribbean sea and others have seen craft enter the caldera of volcanoes. Either they come from other planetary systems or they're from here or both. Some reports talked of crop circles and cattle mutalitons and men in black, just weird stuff. Then the hybrid stories, alien/ human offspring. What? I followed these stories. One gal recalled talking to one of these aliens and saying what gives you the right to create this new form of life? The alien said, we have every right in the world. I took this to mean, that they themselves are the creators.

    I had a friend who was more into it than me. He showed me pictures that he had took of ufos, I saw it, didn't know what to make of them. One day said friend was at a pool party at my house. I'm in the pool, he says come over here and look up. Circling are about 6 birds 100 ft up, it's about a 10 ft circle. Looking through the circle I see a rotating silver garbage can like craft. It's about 2,000 or more ft up in a blue sky. I knew it was rotating because it would glint every 5 secs when the sunlight would bounce off. It stayed there over 40 mins. Everybody at party saw it. No it wasn't a helicopter. Another friend of mine tells me his encounter. He lived about 2 miles from me. He wakes up about 3am,  a wierd light is shining in his room. He looks out his window and the moon is there and something else too. One huge disk saucer, 10 ft off the ground, maybe 100 ft in diameter. He goes to his mother's room. Mom,  wake up I have to show you something and keep quiet. He slowly cracks open the mini blinds, his mother starts to scream, he quickly covers her mouth. Shh he says they can hear you. His step dad comes in, the wife says to quick get a camera. Son and mom watch it move slow motion over yard and it rises to 50ft. Then just as father appears with camera, it explodes out of view. My friend who was in his early forties told me this. A couple yrs later, I met his mother at her house. say to her, did you see a ufo, she said she did swear to God. She was a Catholic woman, extremely nice and intelligent. She knew she wouldn't tell anyone unless she was asked.

    Which brings me to the nightmare. Two in the morning I awake with a start. WTF! What a dream I just had. I was on this ufo, can't move and they're doing some medical experiment on me. Get me the hell out of here! No help whatsoever! That's it! God! God! God! Help Help Help Me. Words come into my head... How Do You Know There Is A GOD. I pondered on that for 5 secs. If If there's a God, get me out of there. And he did. From that day forward, I know beyond a shadow of a doubt there is.     God

5/16/2020 Creeps for All

    They're out there for a reason. Bad upbringing maybe one reason, karma an other reason. I was about 4 yrs old, playing at a park swing set, having a good all time. Until a bigger kid pushed me down the slide ladder bars. Big creep. Wow I said to myself, thats something new. I'll be more cautious in the future. I didn't get hurt. Once school started, I did ok. The big kids were mouthing off to us as we stood in lines for each grade, in the morning. No violence, didn't see it. I'm about 9 or 10 now, there was a bigger kid down the block maybe 15 yrs old, he'd always be pi cking on me. One day I had enough and picked up a stone size of a quarter, I chased after him. During the chase I let the stone fly, figures I hit him in mouth and broke off a corner of a big tooth. We went to my garage where I was going to give him one of my tonka trucks, he'd point to one and I'd say not that one pick another. He pointed to another, I would say the same thing. I couldn't t work out a deal.  My dad worked out the deal with his parents my actions cost my dad money. Lucky me I didn't lose the love of my father. Next went to jr high, it was gym class. Some type of game outdoors, one group of boys on one side of the field was to run pass the other group of boys coming from the other side of the field. I see my friend get hit by another boy's upper arm. My friend got hurt. I saw something different that bad kid did it deliberately and I saw that face, pure anger, chilling. I would use the word evil. Sometimes I see it in people and stay away.  There was a kid down the street I would have words with. I challenged him to a fight on a neighbor's yard, turned into a wrestling match, I lost, across the street my father was watching. I'm glad he didn't interfere. Smart man. It was the best thing that could have happened to me. It stopped me from getting a big head. In high school, I challenged a boy who was a year ahead of me to a boxing match in gym class. We were dancing around, I threw a right, he dodged to the left and my right got his right ear good. He quick followed with a right to my stomache, fight over. Took me 2 mins to get my breath back. The gym teacher was great telling me what I could have done better as he unlaced my gloves. I quit too easy. Could have learned alot from gym teacher. Nope pugilism was not for me. It became a spectator sport for me.

    I was at a bar, talking to the guy next to me. I said something wrong to him, he got mad, wanted to fight me outside. I just talked to him in a low soothing monotone voice and after ten mins, he was asleep. Good job.

    I was working at a blue collar job, a foundry. We got back from lunch at a nearby bar. Mack was to be my helper, big strong guy. I broke the metal from the molds and he would stack the ingots, which were heavy. I was handing them off to my rear to him. Within mins I caught in his forehead blood everywhere, my fault. He came at me super mad, OH O H. But he managed to control himself. Mack wouldn't talk to me for2 weeks. The unofficial leader of the blue collars was Mirro, a big Puerto Rican. Going into work, we'd line up at the gate. I would snatch his hat and he had this faux upset mad going on. It was so funny. I would always flip the hat back to him. My most important job was to make the coffee, step aside Joe Dimaggio, I'm the king around here. Coffee is serious business, do not make any mistakes. I made it great and on time and arranged the donuts. I came in late one morning to the break room, Mirro says hey (my name),  Mack, he mad at you, he no talk to you. Everyone is sitting drinking coffee, no one says a word. I'm standing, I look over to Mack, he's got a mad look on. I say to Mirro, Mack doesn't hold any grudes, then I turn to Mack, do you Mack? Mack's face changed and a beautiful smile engulfed his face. No I don'!. We shook hands and resumed our friendship. That was a great experience that I treasure to this day, Something real bad became fantastic in 2 weeks. Spirit was there for sure. Thanks spirit.

    Last story. I was at my house doing some organizing and across the street I hear blaring music. After 30 mins, I go over there and say can you turn it down, I was mad. They did turn it down a little. Next week I'm driving in a rural area and theres a 4 way stop ahead. I step on brake, doesn't stop, slide through intersection. lucky for me, no other cars around. I use the emergency brake to get it to a mechanic. Puts it on lift, there's the problem, near the differential someone flattened each rear brake line. Those creeps across the street, paid me a visit, they did. I wondered why spirit didn't tip me off. But at the intersection spirit made sure, no other car was around. Bottom line, I went over across street mad. When your mad nothing good comes from it. That's what spirit allowed me to see.

5/16/2020 Pearls

    Of wisdom that is. They come on occasion through one's life. When heeded, they can do you alot of good. They can come anytime, anywhere or from anyone. Be on the lookout, stay awares. And when you find one, act on it!

    A guy I worked for, told me over a game of chess, the way to protect yourself was to put 10% of every dollar earned into savings. That is the motto. Did I listen, of course not! Big Dummy!  All I had to do was act. A failure to launch (there was a movie by that name). It messed up my life good in the ensuing years. No self evaluation on my part. I recommend everybody do self evaluation every Sunday or pick a day for at least 20 mins. To address issues that aren't working for you, if you don't, they will stay with you. Look in a mirror before the 20 mins and say 3 times I will be sucessfull in the exercise I'm about to do. Write down any insights you may get keep in a dedicated book, labelled Me and how to fix me. This is your number one tool to use on yourself.

    I was at some type of party, a long time ago. There was a gal there who did hand reading. She takes my hand looks at it for 2 secs and says long life and by the way, your'e not doing what your suppose to be doing. Of course she was dead on. I stayed asleep, figuratively. Another wasted pearl.

    One night I had a dream, very vivid. My grandmother and aunt G where there, they both passed on. Aunt G says to me, get the word out, we are all soul. I started to act on this pearl. From that dream on till this day.

    I was working at this lady's house doing a small job. Eventually, another guy came by and was lugging heavy landscape ties to the back yard, he was doing another project. Late in the day he's back again, working on second project. He said this a moonlight project. He comes here after work to do more work. I say why, what are you nuts busting your butt like that! He says my wife has expensive tastes. I say oh, I don't want one of those! I listened here.
One day, I was talking to a contractor, he told me if you want to make money don't pick up the hammer. If you do it will always be paycheck to paycheck. He was so right about that. Yep, didn't listen and I got what I got.

    I put my foot on a spiritual path. One bright sunny day in a picturesque town, I was waiting in line for a movie. The woman ahead of me turns around and says to me, your on the right path. I said nothing. I knew what she meant. Oh, she was a stranger to me. Got the pearI.

    So, if I had it to do over again, I would definitely have done the weekly self evaluation. Would have had a smoother road. Eh... that's life, start where you're at no matter what age you are. You stumble, pick yourself up, learn from your mistakes and proceed onward. Why?     Why to know yourself of course, the real you warts and all. When you know you, the doors will be flung open wide. It's a journey worth having.

5/15/2020. The Fortune Teller

    It was in a Maine cabin, that I had my first fortune telling, it came from my father. This was only time he ever did this. It was just done to pass the time. Playing cards instead of tarot cards. It starts with me mixing the cards, the two of diamonds is me laid on the table, then a ring of cards around the two of diamonds,  followed by an outer ring. The inner ring of cards showed the death card (ace of spades) the outer ring had a love interest and money. I lifted off my bench and leaned on table with my elbows, crack, part of the table gives way, some of the cards hit the floor. We gather up the cards and start over. The cards lay down almost exactly as before except the death card is in the outer ring now. The outer ring are events to occur 10 or more years in the future. Looking back decades in time, those cards told the truth.

    Once, I worked for this elderly Jewish woman, who owned a dog. She told me that she had the gift of prophesy. She was invited to a relatives wedding in DC. She went and at the reception, she got a vision that the newlyweds would shortly have a terrible accident. That bit of news went down like a lead balloon. The newlyweds cancelled thier flight and went by car. Yep they had a terrible accident but both recovered. The fortune teller was shunned by the family forever. Sometimes it's best to keep your mouth shut. Several months later, I see her walking her dog. I'm talking to her and notice the dog. I kneel down to dog and tell her the collar is way to tight. She said oh you're so right. She looks at me and says you're going to be really really rich. I said great! Then she says it's going to take a real long time. Oh ... just great. Not rich yet.

    I'm on the boardwalk, beautiful day, blue sky. A young Indian(country) gal maybe 2I, I'm around 33. She says 5 bucks for a quick read, hand over the 5 bucks. For one, you don't trust no one. I said you're dead on. You're going to meet a woman shortly with 4 kids and be involved. I said yeah right. She said I got way more for you, for 2O bucks, you're interresting!  Didn't take her up on it. Wish I did, looking back. Probably would have been the best twenty bucks I ever dropped. Several years later, the gal she prophesied about is in my life, shes got 3 kids. About 2 mos into the relationship, I tell her about the fortune teller, how she got it wrong about the 4 kids. She looks at me and says it is 4. WHAT!!! The fourth is in a home. O M G!!! That Indian girl was for real. Should have forked over that 20 bucks.

    Another job I was on for a woman I knew down the block. She tells me, her husband was nearing retirement and they were discussing all the places they were going to go to. She was the planner for the retirement, gathering tons of info. She found a cheap way to go to the Phillipines, so they took a practice trip there. Towards the end of trip, they were in an outdoor market. Many many vendors, all over. The husband wants to stop at this fortune teller guy's booth. The wife said to him are you nots? You never showed an interest in this kinda stuff before. He told her,  just 10 mins. Gives the guy the money and sit's down. The guy says, I don't want to tell you. Come on you have to tell me. No! back and forth it went. Fortune tell er finally relents. You will be dead in 6 mos. He was a white collar guy and loved golf. Out on the links he has a heart.attack. Dead. It was almost 6 mos , since the trip. I don't know if he had himself checked out by a doctor when he got back. If he didn't that was a big fail. You can do something with a warning. That itch to talk to the fortune teller was his wakeup call.  I made sure I travelled when I was young, I'm glad I did.

    I used to stop at a burito stand that was close to my house. I liked her burritos alot. I'd always converse with her. She had the gift too. Pregnant women would want to know, is it a boy or girl. As far as I know, she didn't miss. She said a doctor  once told her, she may not survive the career. She went home and said oh yes I will and she did. I did a visualisation technique with her. I guided her as she shut her eyes. From the experience she was told that her future time was about 10 yrs. In the experience she told them, I will beat it like before, they said not this time. Her sister asked her why don't you bring up, how I'm going to donate this organ to you if you need it. She did not give her sister the answer. Don't know what happened after that.

    Jeane Dixon was another famous soothsayer. I like her. She had a fairly good track record. She was good about predicting the near future. The far future can change due to man's free will. A lot of her friends and aquaintences would come to her for advice. Those who heeded it were very thankfull. You can do this for yourself by working with spirit directly. You don't need the so called gift.

5/14/2020 Intangible Spirit

    As I said before, it's like electricity. It's behind your walls and in your car, every day you use it, because it makes your life easier. Because it it out of sight, you take it for granted. It does so many jobs for you. Those who got a shock from it, can attest to it's validity, as I have done, not pleasant. Air also, can't see it or taste it, but you know it's there because you can see it's affect on things. Same with spirit, it's an invisible carrier of your wants and dreams. It is the way that God communicates with you. You recognise this when you allow yourself to see how it can affect you. If you want to run your blender you flip the wall switch, or drive your car turn the key. See how spirit works by testing it. Present it with a querry you might have in the morning and look for the answer during your day. Keep a small note pad with you to record anything you think is viable. The answer can come anytime even in a dream. Once you have imprinted spirit with your querry, your answer will be on it's way. How long... only spirit knows.

    Gal I knew had a decision to make on a business decision. Should she go with this guy or forget it. She used 2 symbols, 1 a bird for affirmation and an elephant for a no go. About the third day, she's affixing stamps to letters when she looks at the envelope there's an elephant staring back at her. Then she remembered her yes and no answer for spirit to use. Business decision cancelled. That's total trust.

    One day I needed a quick decision on wheather to go on a long trip or not, time was running out. My symbol was 2 solid blue cars, back to back, would pass by my house. Three minutes later 2 solid blue cars go by, back to back. Left for the trip and so glad I did it! Thanks spirit.

    Spirit can chime in even if you don't have a question. Another gal would notice empty oil bottles around, that went on for 2 weeks. Next time getting gas she has guy check the oil, she was down 2 quarts.

    To me spirit equals best friend 24/7. The goal is to devolp that trust and then there's no telling what your life can become. Definetly, more happiness less fear. Even exuberance. If your reading this,  now is the time. To see for yourself.